.. Life ..

Why did you put me through so much pain? Why did you cause me so much heart ache? No one is perfect but was I that much of a disgrace to you that you wanted me to change, purely so you would feel better about yourself? Your family is appauled by your actions. You not even care about your own blood.. You even had the balls to deny her, which was a joke. Everyone knew all along she was yours…. After everything that you have ever put me through, I know I deserve alot more than what you ever cared to offer/give me. I hope you are genuinely happy with your life, because when I find someone else that she calls dad, you will come crawling back and I will leave you begging on the floor. Because after all, that is where you will always belong. You are worthless to me. A drop kick, a dead beat. You don’t really know what you have until it is gone. I hope you wake up one day feeling so alone, hurt, and shameful.. Only then, you will understand how I feel..